need a break

im tired and irritated.. sometimes its like i rather be gone.. haiz.. its so irritating sometimes... really wanna just have a break with my parents at a certain country.. relaxing away... and then take photos.. and enjoy the scenery.. and not think about anything.. sickening.. argh! when would that come.. i believe it would.. BUT WHEN????? argh! aaarrr... irritiating SHIT!