Everyone against me AGAIN!

FUCKING ASS LA! its like everyone against me again! argh! fucking bitch.. shity ass... cant stand it.. is it suppose to be my retribution.. haiz.. sianz... what the fuck man! who understands my pain... always ganging up against me.. think its fun right.. if u were in my shoes leh.. still fun a not.. im not saying im petty.. but its accumulated over years since young.. who know my pain and suffering... haiz.. no point... :'(

RAGE!

i am experiencing RAGE.. ANGER recently.. like crazy.. haiz..

FUCK!

FUCKING BITCH! argh! just wanna shout it out loud! aarrgghh! sickening ass...

@^$%&%$^&$%

irritating man.. sometimes just dun know what they are thinking.. but oh well.. sickening..

World Against Me?

sometimes it just feels that the world is against me... whaha.. oh well.. but its so sickening that sometimes.. some friends that u thought will understand u did not.. there are some colleagues that i met in camp.. and i managed to click with them.. but dun even know whether they are close to u cause im such a little feminine? or is it just that im funny? comical? or really they see something special in me.. diff from others... oh well.. be myself.. thats what i wanna do.. yupp! :)

Disturbed

was sleeping then disturbed by a call.. then wrong number.. argh! irritating!

Money Money Money

what the hell man.. haiz.. sianz.. come back from work then my mum was talking to me about $$$.. haiz... i know that i spent a lot.. but tomoro on leave then saturday 1 year anni.. but no one understand the finally.. rest day... and can spare me the lecture.. oh well.. but its just irritating that $$$ always a prob for me... aaarrrrr~ IDIOT! Fucking hell.. i cant wait to work and then earn lots of $$$ so that my parents wont have to be that tired worrying over $$$.. shit... FUCK FUCK FUCK!

need a break

im tired and irritated.. sometimes its like i rather be gone.. haiz.. its so irritating sometimes... really wanna just have a break with my parents at a certain country.. relaxing away... and then take photos.. and enjoy the scenery.. and not think about anything.. sickening.. argh! when would that come.. i believe it would.. BUT WHEN????? argh! aaarrr... irritiating SHIT!

My Bitching Corner

haha.. funny me.. created a blog for myself to blog and bitch here... maybe I can destress here... whenever feeling down and stuff.. oh well.. at least a type of relieve.. yupp! :) hehe... recently feeling kinda confused and stuff.. but then will work through it... its like i feel that am i a failure? but at the same time no leh... friendship prob recently.. but then hopefully soon over.. i was surprised at myself for not been so overly engrossed in it either.. so ya... managed to put donw the rock.. hehe! but then still think that it is a little bit ridiculous.. crazy lorr.... whatever la... what ppl wanna say is their own business.. i will take advises and some comments here and there.. but other stuff.. i will not entertain... oh well.. life is like that... what can we do lorr.. its like that.. one life live it.. and what live it in misery when we can live happily with friends and parents.. and those we love... yupp! alright.. gotta go now.. shall bitch here next time! :)